my worries and deep sadness....

hi all..tonite,for the first time in my life,i share the pain of all those mothers out there who have had to go thru the test of their child going for surgery..my precious son is having his adenoid removed tomorrow morning at 10am..i don't know how to explain,how painful it is to come to terms with this unfortunate reality..i've been sobbing..and sobbing quitely,thru my eyes and my heart..feeling so scared,so overwhelmed with pain and fear...i'm trying my best to be strong for him,so that he doesn't feel the sadness within..i know he is a strong boy,with such amazing spirit..but i am,afterall human..i am afterall the mother of this boy..i carried him for 9 months in my tummy..our hearts beat as one..i held him as a newborn,i guided him thru toddlerhood..and now my pre-schooler has even begun to read simple sentences...he has been the light i revolved my whole world around..days and nites..i'm scared..so scared ya Allah..it hurts so bad..please take this pain away...i dread to wake up tomorrow..to see my son into the op theatre..i'm scared that the healing period will cause him so much pain...please pray for my son..