My Hubby...the SAVIOUR..

..ONLY ALLAH KNOWS BEST..i so believe in that..coz you see,that's the reason why he helped me find the perfect match in marriage to my darling husband.he also knew only my man could tolerate my crazy,insane,emotional being..not to forget my impulsive buys of xpensive bags,shoes,makeup..blah..blah..blah...plus god knew that the best way to calm a woman down,is to allow her some RETAIL THERAPY...the bestest therapy in the world..hahaha..i bet women out there can relate and second to what i just said..we went to johore again yesterday..my love decided to scoop me off this damned stressful country..and visit out neighbour..coz he knew i lurve some of the boutique shops there..nice,reasonable tops..and allowed me to shop as much as i wanted..its funny when I ask for cold hard cash,there's a lotta reasoning to do but when i ask to buy clothes for me and the kiddo..he was more than willing..weird,I KNOW!!..who cares anyway as long as i get to shop...even the hubby indulged in some retail therapy..he bought 3 cargo pants(he's other love besides ME,the kiddo and bikes),2 shirts and swimming berms..i was soooo elated..coz i forced him to buy his stuff..men generally,especially the married ones..they become very selfless when they have their own family..everything is for the wife and kids first..they can actually wear the same clothes like a million times but still live happily with it..gosh!!i can't..i'm but MORTAL..a lady mortal who appreciates beauty and vanity..
bags gotta match clothes,accessories to match and shoes..etc..watever,watever....i'm quite done with shopping at the moment..HAHAHA!!!WATTA JOKE!!!..i have to tell myself that ok..i'm not earning my keeps any longer,all at the mercy of the hubby..my next purchase would be something for the HARI RAYA..nice baju for my first day..and matching gold strappy heels..i saw one today at METRO..woohoooo...the hubby and kiddo's baju all tailored already..left to source for mine..a pain every year,we go thru this insanely annoying task of finding the perfect fit for me..weekend is comin,wat am i up to..NOTHING..EQUALS..BORINGGGGGGGG...hubby's working..kiddo off to rule the kingdom of Pasir ris..i'm thinking of goin down to DOROTHY PERKINS to alter the length of my jeans,2 pairs actually..and walk around spotlight..and go home after that..i'm not about to plunk myself into the craze of orchard road on a busy weekend..a good deal would be,nice cloudy weather,sitting quietly at coffee bean somewhere,reading a good novel or mag..watching the world go by..HAHAHA!!WHO THE HELL AM I KIDDING HERE..on a weekend???wats wrong with me,asking for the stars...i thought of catching a movie,HARRY PORTER..but i would love to watch it with my hubby and son..so that gotta wait till tues..maybe i could go rent some dvds..yup..i should or go visit my cuzin who has just given birth to a baby gal...so many plans,so lil' choices..messy,messy...and to this PARTICULAR GAL,IF U ARE READING MY BLOG...stop hurting your mother..she is crying nonstop..yearning for u to go home,worrying bout your safety..what the hell were you thinking???..such a bloody letdown..i feel sick thinking bout wat u are doing now!!!...remember,life is a cycle and a daughter who purposely hurts her mother,will NEVER BLOODY GET AWAY WITH IT!!!EVERRR!!!..WAKE UP AND GROW UP...if she passes away before you are able to meet her,you should just die along coz basically,your DAMNED LIFE IS PRETTY MUCH SCREWED UP AFTER THAT..DON'T BOTHER TO BE ALIVE..YOU MAY THINK DAT NO ONE IN THIS WORLD UNDERSTANDS WAT U ARE GOIN THRU'...WELL,YOU ARE DAMN RIGHT!!!..COZ WAKE UP GAL,THIS IS WAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT..BESIDES FAMILY AND YOUR MOM,NOBODY NEEDS AND WANTS TO GIVE A DAMN!!!!...YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY BEING IN THIS WORLD..SO STOP THIS SHIT BEFORE YOU REGRET IT!!!...YOU REALLY GOTTA LOT OF NERVE TO REPEAT YOUR MISTAKES..SUCH A DISAPPOINTMENT!!!...THE END!