Tuesday, July 10, 2007

"My imbalanced HORMONES WENT BERSERK!!!"

..I had a major breakdown yesterday,actually it began on sunday..continued till monday..MAJOR ok..meaning..i freaked out in screams and tears for over an hour..it may be hormones,stress,anger,grudge,depressed..all happily roled into one..i really let it out man!!!..it was horrible,i finally told the hubby whatever that was upsetting me..did it help?..yup,i guess so..and praying too..that calmed me down...it was coming,i knew it was..just a matter of time..how am i dealing with it..slowly..and patiently..its not easy being a mom,wife,daughter,daughter in law..so much feelings to consider..so much tests to endure..i am afterall a mortal,and i can't pretend things are always perfect..i feel much better today..hubby took me out to tampines for a bit of shopping..i got the kiddo underwear from mothercare..oh boy,he's growing too fast..and formal pants from CERISI..and both of us had our dosage of COFFEE BEAN'S ultimate ice-blended...we sat and chatted for awhile..he's trying hard to make me feel better..i feel like givin myself a real knock on the head..women..always follow our hearts and emotions..then after certain consequences,we use our brains..by then,its a bit too late...anyway,i had a sudden craving for delifrance baked potato..but when i just ate it a while ago,it didn't taste that good..reason being..the bloody shop must have used overnite's potatoes..it sucks ok..coz i was really into it..2morow,they are gonna get hell from me..their stuff are so much xpensive now..and they got the damn cheek to serve rotten crap...good luck to delifrance....saturday nite..i had a very good xpensive dinner,courtesy of my hubby..we went to CAROUSEL..the old cafe vienna at ROYAL PLAZA ON SCOTTS...for buffet dinner...a whopping 60bucks per head..but all worth it..fresh lobster,roasted lamb..sushi..dessert was fantastic,especially their bread pudding..yummmmmm....and the whole place has been renovated..Very CHIC!!..I must try their high tea soon...hint,hint my love...so there,that's my update today..

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