this sadness in my heart...

..how do i even begin to share this sadness,pain and helpless feeling in my heart..oh Allah,is this your test for me and my loved ones..what am i suppose to do to make things better..why can we be so blinded by love..to be willing to forsake the ones that have always been around for us...is it even worth it to be hurt,do hurt and get hurt...i have fear,for the punishment that awaits those who think nothing of hurting the ones who love em' ever so dearly..who has sacrificed their lives to bring them into this world..and who got nothing but pain,humiliation in return..i feel lost,full of tears and pain because i'm unable to do something...i pray so deeply,oh Allah...please awaken those whom i have mentioned in my duas..please guide them back to the right path..the one you bless and allow...please don't let them sink in more sins and get lost in this mess they have created..return them to the loving arms of those that truly care for them...thru each test,i'm aware,there will always be some blessing awaiting us in return..and i'm trying so hard to redha and trust that all will be well eventually..no matter what,we have to learn to forgive and forget because if we allow our hearts to hold on to grudges forever,its us that will suffer...oh Allah,please answer my prayers,bless my loved ones,my parents,my husband,my children,my brothers...make us all good muslim followers in Iman and Taqwa...Amin