updates...

..its been like more than a week since i updated on my life..sometimes i'm up to my neck,choked with overwhelming responsibilities and stress..the daily demands of family life..my teaching classes,which i take very seriously,coz i like the satisfaction of my students having a good grasps of my teachings..and when i feel i havent really done my best..i feel lousy,crappy and tak amannah..but i try to make up by giving longer teaching hours eventually when hubby is home to help me out with Umar..home is another battlefield altogether..u know,i really salute the women out there who have like more than 3 kids each..juggle everything,everyday..sometimes i think i'm nutz to wanna have anymore after this..i'm really worn out..my daily chores suck the best outta me..my teaching drains my energy..and after that,i still have impending housework to do..and my 2 boys to tend to...dinners are usually skipped or like at 10pm..and then,coz of the sugar high after dinner,i can't sleep early..gotta get up in between for nite feeds..subuh..and then i catch up sleep only to be awaken like and hour and half after i slumber..everyday..i'm really drained out..today i feel it so badly..it doesn't help to have a partner who seem oblivious to what i'm goin thru...are men always so surface..not wanting to go deeper less it makes their brains have to work harder..maybe this is the reason why more women suffer from migraines compared to men..anyway,on a lighter note,last friday,i brought my boys out to Vivo ct sans the hubby..went shopping at GAP for all the 3 men in my house..and MANGO for me..Riverisland has got the gorgeous clutches in..oh gawd..i died and went to heaven for a while...too bad i bought myself one from topshop the other day..still,i'm eyeing one from RIVERISLAND..tops on my wishlist now..a habit i have from like forever..i got a page in my organizer,where i have a list of WANTS..coz i realise by writing them down,i eventually got round to buying them..its like a goal...but slower now,coz i gotta house and young kids to think about..and with the sad economic grey cloud lurking around,i had better learn to tighten my purse strings..and there's the short holiday round the corner..anyway,back to VIVO..i met up with the same pal i'm goin this holiday with and her 3 gals..the kids had a field day playing at the playground till their faces flushed so red..we brought them to long john silvers for snack..which they gobbled down happily..went shopping for a Guess bag the friend wanted to buy..her hubby picked us up in the late evening and sent me home..this weekend,i have no plans watsoever..just wanna rest at home..really worn out..Firdaus has swimming class tomorrow morning..updates on that..Fir has began swimming already..i'm one proud mother..didn't thing he would pick it up so fast..coz this boy of mine,has a bit of water phobia..now hotel pools would be more appealing for him..another update,i have met my brother's bride to be..liked her staightaway ok..damn sweet with a dimple to boot..they came over last sunday evening,i baked my infamous shepherd pie at the request of my brother..even my 2 boys was taken to her..they hung out at my place till 11pm..i'm happy for you Fudge..and kakak doa,it will all work out nicely for you insyallah..my mom bought the ROSEGOLD MOTORAZR ok..yah..it sucks ok..she of all people has it..arrrgggghhhh..i'm planning to go steal it,hahahaha..i'm nuts bout that one but my sony ericsson is perfect as can be..so why wanna gatal and buy another one rite..pls my iman..be in control..hard lor!!!..so i'm going off now..till i update..bye