i've got it!!!

..so i made my decision yesterday..we all went to BEST DENKI @ compass pt and i chose my laptop..of course..SONY VAIO in pink..ohhh..so gorgeous..i WISH!!!..It was waaaaaayyy over my budget plus i've heard too many negative feedback bout sony vaio,true or not..i don't know..cos i'm not such a techno junkie anyway..back to my compaq presario..its black..yah!so depressing rite..not for long..one of these days,i'm off to SIM LIM..to search for the perfect skin..if with butterflies and flowers..even better..and pink or purple..whatever..imagine me at SIM LIM..its like snowing in spore..i hate that place..went there once with hubby..oh god!!worse than my few episodes of claustrophobia..i'm still absorbing the fact that i have my very own laptop..coz it really isn't me to have chosen that over my LV CLUTCH ok..weird rite..i told my bestie fren,Fi..she was in total shock..i know the feeling woman,i myself still in shock,hahaha...i've yet to apply for wireless..don't plan to go steal other people's network..so kwai!!...anyway,Umar kept me awake like every 2 hours last nite..you can imagine how boinked out i am today..and i gotta class tonite,hubby got back in the morning from nite shift..snoozing with the brat..Fir is in his room..blissfully playing with his overwhelming collection of toys..i'm looking forward to the new season of desperate housewives tonite,yipeeee..tomorrow is FUDGIE'S 27th bday..we are all goin out to dinner..its been so many years since we actually did this..coz my mom tends to quarrel with any one of us every other time..lets just say she's one of a kind...sometimes,when i'm really shagged out like now,i wonder how in the world do i balance everythin,everyday..i'm talking..sleepless nites..havin to wake up early to prepare food,cleaning the home..tending to my sons especially Umar who seems to have grown up so fast,totally demanding my attention the whole time now..I feel like i always shortchage Fir..and there's laundry..weather not exactly on my side these days,but thanx to my dryer,i survive..and teaching children..its like a mad routine everyday..but the weird thing is,,if i got nothin to do..i get very restless..so i really am looking forward to the 1st of dec..my holiday to malaysia..no housework to do..no laundry nor cooking,just relaxation,eat and shop..and..and i still got one more day of raya visiting to go ok..yah..never ends...ever..my menses hasn't come,a suspicious thought has sneaked up..am i pregnant or wat???...or just plain overworked????..my body is all clogged up with junk..eeeewwww...on wednesday,,i wanna go orchard..and spotlight again..decals i got to label Fir's drawers,not enuff alphabets..so there,i gotta go paint some craft with Fir...bye