updates....

today is friday..the 23rd...and i'm feeling much better than yesterday..oh,don't even let me begin to tell you how my body drove me nutz..since wednesday nite..i was at my moms on tues..went to pick her up from Mount E..she had a minor surgery done to her gums..i decided to sleep over to help her(hehehe..trying to be filial laaah)..but i couldn't sleep..it was hot..i coudn't switch on the AC cos firdaus was having the runs..so,practically i was freaking out the whole nite..damn!!!..and me,i can't function without proper sleep..the good part was..my fairul bought me macs for breakfast..me n baby was happy..glutts!!!...then,i decided to be a hero..started vacuuming and mopping and cleaning my moms..lack of sleep n all...the result..absolute rebellion from the kiddo in me..i started vomitting..and got really tired and cranky..hubby was seweeeeeeeeeeeet..picked me and firdaus up and gave us a nice treat at SWENSENS...i had 49niers..yummy...of course..our shadow,fairul was there too....so i thought..i'll be ok..but the minute i reached home..i started throwing up again..was so bad ok...next morning,continued the saga..i was feeling so awful..i ended up crying..coz i felt this sudden urge of love and respect for all moms out there..the amount of pain and struggle just to have a baby...subahanallah..the sacrifice every mother makes...hubby was by my side while i was puking..hugging and cuddling me..assuring it will be all worth it..i was in no state to go out..but firdaus was so looking forward cos we had promised to take him to the beach..weather was perfect..i told myself..i had to..buck up..changed..and off we went to have food..fish head curry..hahaha..another of my mad cravings..we went to sakunthalas...yummy north indian cuisine...n we did go to east coast..it was windy and all...fir had a field day,playing in the sand...running from the waves and still getting wet...hahaha..hilarious..hubby was entertaining the tot..i was sitting at a bench..watching my darling hubby and son..bonding in all smiles and laughter..it felt so wonderful..i feel so bersyukur to be blessed with such a loving hubby and son..and i was imagining the future..there will be added companion..maybe a boy or a gal..that would be almost perfect..our precious lil' family..all mine,to love,care and protect...i saw firdaus laughing so hard when he got hit by the strong waves..told myself..was all worth it..coming out to play eventhough i was sick..i got better after maghrib..we went to parkway..bought maternity tops from dorothy perkins..and mothercare,hubby spoiled me with this gorgeous boot cut jeans which i have been eyeing..and a pink polka dot top..so happy..lalalalala..today..we are going grocery shopping..and i feel like feasting at HAJJAH MAIMUNAH...will write soon..bye