Alhamdullilah..syukur to the ALMIGHTY...

..Its been sooooo long..i know..and i'm so sorry to take forever to update on whats goin on in my life for the past nearly 4 weeks...i've been feeling outta sorts,cranky..lazy..bored to death and constantly tired..not once did it cross my mind these were all hints from my body..telling me subtly that i'll be balooning,hehe..tummy area..boobs..butt and all...i was always feeling nausea,turned off with food in the early stages..especially during EID..which was weird..coz i love hari raya food...and this year..i felt like vomitting each time i saw food..i thought these were my oncoming menses symptoms..like usual...but the menses didn't come..again,i brushed it off..thinking it was due to the fasting month..not eating well caused havoc to my hormones...finally one day..after 3 days not being able to eat and feeling like throwing up each time..and hating the scents of perfumes..i decided to buy a pregnancy test kit..but it was negative..see i told myself,i couldn't be...however..i felt worst the following week..this time,i told the hubby..i'm gonna test again..and...and...there you are..my results are in the pic..positive...first person i called was my mom..cause somehow i knew she had a part in it..prayed for me infront of the kaabah...then,waited for my hubby to finish solat..and i went to him..in tears..and hugged him so tight telling him,we are gonna have a baby..we were jumping,even firdaus squeezed in between..so,so..happy..so bersyukur...words cannot describe...nothing could..we have been waiting..for nearly a year..we have been hoping..and praying with our hearts and soul..even firdaus prayed each nite before falling asleep..for baby adik he would ask Allah...at some point i thought that i was destined to not have another baby..i didn't like the idea of taking pills or whatever to get pregnant..Allah would know what's best for me..this pregnancy is much easier compared to my first...i'm not vomitting much but i do feel tired all the time..and certain food turns me off...nausea is always there,morning,noon and nite...Hubby,my darling Basir has been so thoughtful and understanding..treats me like his princess..all my crap has been entertained..and my son..its like he grew up suddenly..since he found out that i'm having his adik..he hasn't been demanding my attention..totally understands that i need to lie down a lot and constantly telling me i'm the BEST UMI IN THE WORLD..gives me loads of hugs and kisses..shouts "I LOVE YOU UMI" from any corner of the house...i'm blessed..alhamdullilah...i'm settled in my very own home this time..no one to judge me negatively like before..if i feel like cleaning, i do..if not,heck it..there's always 2morow...i have 2 men to love and pamper me at home..it feels so good..and wonderful..imagine..this lil' life growing in me...every second..the feeling is amazing,subhahanallah...i'm gonna have another baby....i'll continue updating about the pregnancy..and my daily life insyallah...